its been a tough few weeks. its taking more and more effort for me to get back on the horse when i fall off. it isn't just profuse sweating of the eyeballs and a quick sweep up anymore. its the emotional baggage that i carry around for all to see. its happening all over again.
everything sets me off. its so bipolar: one minute its super inexpressible sadness and the next is a quiet calm which then takes me to rage. forgiveness is so of the scale.
its like i can't rely on anything or anyone anymore. i forget to be the way i am sometimes.
dear gods, help me. numb me until we're in the clear of A levels. help me to believe that my feelings of insignificance are significant to you guys. exams are approaching fast. i can't deal with them if i feel like everyday is a hurdle. i pray for alleviation of all this negativity (and also for you guys to exist). cheers, your humble cybercreeper, me.
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its brain barf its verbal diarrhea its a mundane recollection of that day's happenings. and yet im doing it...Anglophile teenage girl rambling! woohoo who wouldn't love to read that right? apparently you who's reading this, i suppose. that's right you behind that pentium 4 pc living in your mama's basement scratching your dick under that 10 year old mayfair/playboy magazine...holy shit! what have i done???
oh go on then, tell me what you think...
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